Saturday, July 02, 2011

JIM MORAN June 23,1949-June 30, 2011



I am a widow. Jim did great for three days after his surgery. Then started having probems. Wednesday morning he coded and they shocked him back, but we could see he was gone when we got to the hospital. We took him off the respirator on Thursday and he died three minutes later at 9:26. I am in shock, as are all of us. We thought we would have more time, even though we knew it was terminal. We found out yesterday that cancer tumors were in eighty percent of his liver. We didn't know that it was that extensive. I truly believe he was trying to save us the pain. His heart stopped as he was lying in bed, just like Rich's. He has always said he wanted to die alone, and not have everyone watching him, but he didn't get that wish. We were all there throughout the night. I've always said I wanted to go like Melanie a la GWTW, so I'll probably lie alone somewhere for a week before someone finds me. God delights in playing tricks with me, it seems. Once again, I am dreading the next few days, as we do all this with the same cast, different leading man.

(this picture was taken on Father's Day-I still can't believe he was sick)

10 comments:

  1. Oh my darling. I am so so so sorry to hear this dearest sister. I am wrapping you up tight with love and angels, grace and healing for you and your beautiful family. I am thinking of you and love love love you.

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  2. My heart hurts for you today, Sandi

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  3. There are no words for the kinds of loss that you have endured. Wishing you peace and balance as you make your way through this journey.

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  4. Anonymous11:33 PM

    My dear friend, I can't believe what life is throwing at you. I can't imagine. My hear goes out to you. Maybe someday, when you have a quiet moment, you'll feel all the love and blessing that's being sent your way. Let us know how you're doing. Love and blessings to you, now and always.
    Tricia

    www.tricia-linden.com

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  5. My dear friend, I send you much love and peace upon this difficult path. I am so sorry...
    In light,
    Joanna

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  6. I AM TRULY SORRY. I LOST MY DAD ON FEB 8, 2007. HE WAS ONLY 56. WE AS A FAMILY HAD SO MANY PLANS WITH HIM FOR OUR FUTURE. ITS BEEN SO VERY HARD. I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.

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  7. Dearest Sandi,
    I am so sorry for your loss.
    My heart and prayers go out to you and your family!
    May God comfort you and guide you!

    Hugs, Dolly

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  8. Hi Sandi!
    I have not visited your blog in awhile, I am so sorry to hear what you are going thru!
    What a shock for you and your family. Going day by day is the best, you will work into a new "normal" for you...I wish I were there to give you a big hug!
    Keep creating! karen....

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  9. Sandi,

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I know I am late it reading your blog post, but still, I want you to know you are in my prayers.

    Alice Peterson
    Bliss Guild

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